So many loans…
It really scares me to see how much I’ll be owing after this masters program.
I know it was my decision, but it’s still a terrifyingly daunting thought.
There is so much doubt and hope at the same time. And I’ve been constantly measuring the costs and benefits of these decisions and all the other decisions associated with it.
And it’s hard to say whether if this is really worth it. And I won’t know until the very end when it’s too late.
All I can do now is follow through and perform better than my best. And hope things will turn out well. And if it doesn’t, I’ll have to adapt and make it work.